I know this sensation This cold distance This feeling of not knowing at all Of being pushed aside Thrown away for "better" Sometimes holding on Can be worse then giving up I wish to be numb If I must be broken Put things on hold Feelings unspoken Left in the dark A faded reflection of the cycle of pain That never ends It hurts to hold on Even more to let go So afraid of seeing The sorrow that lies Behind my eyes |
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My soul is haunted - stalked by old memories, feelings, emotions - I am lost to this depression, drowning in the misery of a love lost adrift upon life's waves.
Such a battle between wrong and right -- chivalry and desire -- I'm losing the will and the want to resist. What do you do when your world turns upside down and that which you need, you can't have -- at least not without incident? Is it worth the battle that will ensue? The whitecaps that will spread and rage upon the still waters of friendship? The fallout, the pain -- would it be worth the pleasure? Could their truly be a happily ever after? Would that I could I would give my all for this love that I'm hellsworn to hold on to. Am I alone in this world? Are these feelings so different? Has anyone been here too? Oh, what do I do? |
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